Chapter 2: The Original Sin of Collapse

  These days, Longwang has had many dreams, but today's noon dream was the most bizarre.

  He dreamed that he was carrying a huge machine on his back, walking like a camel in the desert. The desert was vast and endless, stretching out for thousands of miles. At first, there was still a river flowing quietly at his feet, with blue water, green trees, crimson red willow flowers, poplar flowers, and camel thorn flowers. In the distant sand dunes, they shone brightly against each other, forming a natural green corridor on both sides of the riverbank. The scenery was beautiful, and he couldn't feel the weight on his back as he admired it.

  He had wanted to stay here, but he had a mission, which was to transport this machine out of the desert, so he could only move forward. As he walked further and further ahead, he found that the river water disappeared, and there were no more green trees or red flowers, only a few dead poplars standing on the sand dunes with their majestic and peculiar shapes, displaying their death. Looking far into the distance, apart from endless sand dunes, there was nothing but sand dunes.

  The desert is not just a simple yellow, the sand dunes in front of me are showing different colors under the scorching sun, with dark and coarse ones, bright and dazzling ones, grayish-brown and dark yellow ones, even red, orange, yellow, green, blue, cyan, and purple. All kinds of colors are present, and my eyes can clearly feel the thousands of sparkling lights. However, the sun is too strong, the machine on his shoulder is getting heavier and heavier, and he has no water to drink. He feels very tired and wants to stop and rest, even thinking of putting down the machine and taking a good nap.

  But he couldn't stay there, nor could he put down the machine from his shoulder, so he had to keep walking.

  Suddenly, these undulating and full sandy dunes suddenly came to life, as if they had gained a life of their own. In the midst of the rumbling and slow movement, they gradually transformed into one after another vibrant and naked woman, who were dancing with unparalleled sensuality. For a moment, the waves of buttocks and breasts were even more infectious than the erotic dances I had watched with those wealthy men before!

  Surrounded by countless women, his mouth suddenly felt extremely thirsty, and a wave of uncontrollable flames raged and surged in his chest and abdomen, his body immediately bursting into flames like a withered poplar tree, and he danced wildly to the rhythm in the world!

  What's even more bizarre is that these towering **are flowing with pristine white milk, which strangely converges into streams. The thirst in his lips and tongue intensifies, he extremely urgently wants to rush up and caress those **plump buttocks, wants to rush up and drink freely!

  A voice, no, a thousand voices from these women's mouths, from their bodies, echoed into his ears: Why continue to suffer and be tormented by restraint and loss of control? This is originally the impeccable instinct bestowed upon humanity by God, do not resist it anymore, this is the only true path to salvation...

  Knock knock knock!

  The sky and earth were suddenly filled with the sound of a terrifying thunderclap!

  No, it was wrong, it's the sound of knocking on the door.

  Long Bao suddenly woke up with a start, staring at the office door, raised his hand to wipe his face, rubbed his sore eyes and said tiredly: "Come in."

  Lin Yang walked in, followed by Shi Wei. Lin Yang said: "Chairman Long, Mr. Shi said he had an appointment with you."

  Long Bao remembered that Shi Wei had called yesterday, saying he would only take up ten minutes at noon to discuss something. So he said: "Shi Wei, sit down, Secretary Lin, pour him a glass of water."

  Shi Wei could tell at a glance that Long Bao had just woken up, and there was still a red mark on his forehead. He sat down and chuckled, saying: "Chairman Long, don't be polite, I'll just say a few words and leave."

  Long Wan thought of getting up and walking to the sofa to chat with him, after all, this was also a courtesy, let alone Shi Wei had never harassed himself. However, just as he was about to get up, he discovered that his body was unusual, ****highly raised, swollen and painful, standing up would be discovered by others, which would be embarrassing. He could only sit back in the chair, using the old boss's desk in front of him to block Shi Wei's line of sight, saying: "How's your supermarket business lately?"

  Shi Wei burst out laughing: "Thanks for your concern, Chairman Long. The supermarket I contracted is still making a living, but that monster at home has been driving me crazy. Haven't you noticed that I've lost a lot of weight these days?"

  Long Wan had seen Shi Wei holding his son walking on the road in a car, that little guy, that little guy...... I don't know what that little guy looks like.

  Shi Wei saw Long Bao being a bit distracted, and chuckled to himself, saying: "Chairman Long, it's like this. Today is Autumn Ya's birthday, my cousin who is also your student Jin Bao has arrived, and my uncle has also come. Everyone wants to invite you to gather together, the time can be arranged by you, as long as it's not until tomorrow. Hehe."

  Long Bao knew that Qiu Ya was very obedient and had never come to find him except for official business, and his performance in the group was also very good, so he nodded and agreed.

  After Shi Wei left, Long Bao turned around and walked into the bathroom next to his office. This bathroom had a bathtub worth tens of thousands of dollars that would spray out many water jets to massage the whole body, relieving physical fatigue. Long Bao always used very cold water for soaking, as if he felt that cold water could eliminate the dry heat in his body and calm himself down.

  The water column was pressing against his body, sometimes fast and sometimes slow, strong and weak. The more it did so, the more he felt himself being surrounded by a group of women. His lower abdomen was burning with crazy **fire**, that **strong** and proudly standing upright. Long Biao felt his eyes turning red as he stared at this proud self, painfully condemning his slightly trembling hands. In the end, he still couldn't control himself and combined with that self, closing his eyes and letting himself merge into the dizzying desert region. The crazy erection merged with everything soft and gentle, pouring the shadow of the seed into the chaotic consciousness without reservation...

  Qiu Ya was overjoyed because Long Bao came to attend her birthday. These days, no, accurately speaking, from July 2003 to August 2006, for more than three years, she had been feeling very uncomfortable, missing Long Bao so much that every day she would stare at the corridor, hoping to catch a glimpse of him. However, the days when she could see him were too few, as he was always busy. Nevertheless, he still showed consideration for her and would occasionally invite her out for dinner or assign some tasks for her to do.

  Actually, today Haitao and Wu Qingfen also came, everyone sat at the wine table chatting, the topic was all around Shi Wei's son Shi Heng, little Shi Heng's cuteness and humor added a lot of fun to everyone. Shi Wei was even more spirited and talked about Shi Heng's many brilliant deeds: "Don't look at him not being one year old yet, but I guarantee he is smarter than those one or two-year-old kids! That day I fed him pear syrup water, the result was that the pear syrup was put in too little, the color wasn't deep, the concentration wasn't enough, this little guy resolutely refused to drink, and even scratched my face, look, it's right here," he pointed to his left cheek, "Isn't it fierce? It made Duan Pingchun laugh at me for fighting with my belly, being scratched by my belly. Later I had to add a bit more pear syrup inside, only then did he drink when the color and concentration met the requirements! This is still okay, you don't know, now this guy drinks Wahaha, it's simply without any restraint! In one breath, he wants to drink two bottles, ………"

  Xiao Shi Heng was very fat, white and chubby, being held in Qiuya's arms. He grabbed Qiuya's hair with his hands and pulled hard, pulling Qiuya's head down. Qiuya cried out in pain, and Duji quickly came over to pry open his fingers. She pretended to spank him on the buttocks, and he immediately let out a loud wail and started crying. The cry was so loud that it shook the heavens. Duji's mother, who was busy in the kitchen, rushed out and snatched Xiao Shi Heng from Duji's arms, carefully holding him in her own and singing softly: "Baby, don't cry, grandma is here, grandma is here..."

  Shi Wei, Du Ci, Qiu Ya, Jing Er all ran up to surround him, trying to comfort his distressed heart with various languages and actions. However, the little guy was wronged and refused to give in, still kicking and crying loudly. Du Ci had no choice but to hold him on her lap on the sofa, lift up her shirt, and stuff ** into his mouth. As soon as he had something to eat, he immediately calmed down and started eating with a smack of his lips.

  Shi Wei pointed at him, laughing and crying: "See? He's this kind of person! That day I was just joking around, so I stuffed my own chest into his hands. He didn't even look at it once, but instead fiercely grabbed me! Mother's...this guy is hopeless!"

  Qiu Ya couldn't help but look at Du Ji with envy as she fed her baby, then looked at Long Bao beside her with infinite expectation and whispered: "It's so great, being a mom is really great..."

  Jin Bao has grown into a big boy, he is studying economics and management at Chang Han University. He spoke without thinking: "Autumn Ya sister, then you should hurry up and marry Long Gege, get married and have...".

  Shi Wei kicked him under the table, Jin Bao didn't understand what was going on and immediately turned his face to Shi Wei and shouted: "Shi Wei, why did you kick me? Want to fight?"

  Shi Wei rushed towards him, making a strong gesture with his eyes. Jin Bao might have been kicked in the stomach and bent down to rub it with his hand, still shouting stubbornly: "Older brother, I'm telling you now, I'm taller and stronger than you, not like before when you bullied me! If we're going to fight, let's find a place to duel!"

  Jing'er knew that Long Bao had suffered a severe blow in Tianlei Village, and she knew that such a blow was difficult for Long Bao to bear. She felt that Long Bao had become spiritually exhausted since the incident in Tianlei Village, and his attire had become increasingly luxurious. His gaze towards everyone had also become increasingly cold, and even Jing'er couldn't see through the content of his eyes. However, she had already sensed a kind of evil lurking beneath the surface.

  She had originally planned to find a way to persuade Long Bao's bodyguards to inform her of his recent activities in the next few days. Then, based on the situation, she would try to persuade Long Bao to undergo physical and psychological examinations. She was opposed to today's banquet from the start, but Qiu Ya insisted. Jing'er had repeatedly warned Qiu Ya not to reveal any thoughts of marriage or settling down in front of Long Bao, but now Qiu Ya had forgotten her warnings and still let it slip out.

  Looking at Long Bao's gradually darkening face, she knew that Long Bao was going to cause trouble.

  What echoed in my ears was Autumn Ya's words, the loud wailing and excited feeding sounds of the little one, my eyes were filled with the bowls and chopsticks on the wine table, all were blurry faces of the crowd, what floated into my nose was the smell of smoke, dishes and women, my lips and tongue suddenly became extremely thirsty, my brain started to become muddled.

  Long Bao suddenly stood up, picked up the beer glass in front of him, and said to everyone: "I still have something to do, I'll leave first, you guys chat slowly!" Then he drank it all in one gulp, without caring about everyone's reaction, turned around and walked out the door. Meng Yuan and others waved at everyone and followed closely behind.

  I remember being on the African savannah with a group of wealthy individuals, accompanied by local officials, renting helicopters to fly in the sky and shoot at solitary antelopes, zebras, and gazelles. We also sat in off-road jeeps chasing after male lions. One time, I accidentally found a small lion cub that was very cute, so I got overexcited and hugged it in my arms to play with it. Unexpectedly, the little lion scratched my hand, and when I was looking down at my hand, a mother lion who had already run far away charged towards me. I didn't have time to pick up the long gun that I had put on the ground, so I threw the little lion cub to the ground and pulled out the handgun from my waist to shoot. Unexpectedly, the handgun jammed, and if it weren't for Li Dashan shooting the mother lion with one shot from a distance, I might have gotten hurt. I remember that at the time, I picked up an assault rifle and fired wildly at the dead mother lion, and also turned the little lion cub into minced meat.

  On the African savannah, almost every animal group has small animals. Those animal groups are very affectionate and play with each other. The male animals fight for the opportunity to mate with the female, and the winner gets the female's permission. They will then openly and unashamedly mate in front of their companions, with the male inserting his seed into the female's womb, and the female giving birth to small animals.

  They socialize freely, live simply, and indulge in romance, completely following their natural instincts, without any of the complexities of human beings.

  Yes, social interaction is a natural instinct, passing on the lineage is a natural instinct, **it's also a natural instinct, species need to continue**, it must happen, this is the natural need of genes, losing reproduction will lead to extinction.

  I'm just a living being, what am I afraid of? Curses? This living being is actually cursed by ridiculous and absurd curses! Am I afraid? I crazily slaughter wild animals, marine life, use rocket artillery to kill giant sharks. What does this destruction want to prove? Prove that I can also dominate the lives of those lives? Can I also dominate their lifespan like the heavens?

  I confine myself in my own hands, yet I yearn to express myself. Why do I prefer to be ridiculed by others as a homosexual rather than expressing myself? Will I destroy myself between heartbeats?

  But that's it, it doesn't mean I'll give birth to a child, it's just the ridiculous original sin in God's mouth! Do those women's lives have anything to do with me? I've also had sex with them like those rich people, even if they die from my doing, what does it have to do with me? Don't those women just want money? That movie star is so noble in the movie, but when she sees US dollars, doesn't she become like a dog? Kneeling in front of that Tang Director, swallowing his...

  That President Xu said something very well, everything in the world will disappear, only sex will not disappear, because sex is the interdependence of softness and hardness, mutual indispensability, masculinity and femininity are opposing unity, men need women, women also need men, a lifetime without sex is an abnormal lifetime.

  Sex, is it an original sin? What a joke! How can it be an original sin? Sex, the real concept should be called original desire! Because this is the most instinctual thing for humans besides eating, living, and dressing! Ridiculous me, now I have achieved the highest enjoyment of eating, living, dressing, playing, and power, yet ignorantly neglected this!

  Isn't it easy to meet this requirement?

  Only when I am fully satisfied with this can I be considered as freely enjoying my limited life!

  Only by thoroughly shattering the old world can I create a new world of my own! To bring boundless satisfaction to my limited life, without any regrets!

  Mephistopheles: I'll make you despise reason and knowledge, the highest human faculties. I'll strengthen your false spirit with magic and illusion, and thus absolutely possess you! Fate has given him a restless spirit that constantly strives forward, his excessive efforts leaping over worldly joys. I'll drag him into chaos and life, where he'll experience eating, drinking, and revelry, then become stunned, bewildered, and disoriented. I'll dangle food before his greedy lips, arousing his insatiable desires, and he'll beg for satisfaction, even if it means surrendering to the devil, or else utterly degenerate!

  Long Bao's mind echoed with the name Shi Heng, son of Shi Wei. The name Shi Heng was thought up by Shi Wei, chosen from the character "heng" in Li Heng, meaning that he was born to balance Li Heng. However, at this moment, Long Bao felt that Shi Heng was actually mocking his own physical imbalance! Yin and yang out of balance! Imbalance!

  Out of balance! Out of balance! Out of balance!

  These two words were cutting through his body like a sharp blade, tearing apart every cell!

  He wants to vent! **The intense and unendurable pride! He wants to vent!

  He remembered that a socialite had called him this morning, saying she had arrived in Chang'an and wanted to arrange a meeting to facilitate his cooperation with the Hong Kong Tak Shing Company.

  The social flower has a captivating beauty: slender willow eyebrows, bright and clear eyes, straight nose bridge, tender and moist cherry lips, and smooth and fragrant cheeks, all perfectly gathered on a beautiful face. Coupled with that irresistible charm, the concave and convex curves are elegant and seductive, the skin as white as snow and as smooth as condensed milk, exerting an exceptionally strong temptation on Long Bao at this moment.

  Jiao Jiehua noticed something was off about Long Bao, so she swayed her hips as she walked over to where he was sitting on the sofa in the living room and said sweetly: "Chairman Long, shall we dance?"

  Her full breasts lightly touched Long Bao's scorching chest, and his body began to tremble. His throat involuntarily let out a low, husky sound, and a faint sense of inescapable fear spread through him. The courtesan's eyes were slightly closed, her beautiful eyelashes trembling slightly as she skillfully allowed her supposedly reserved body to abandon its resistance...

  Long Bao was ashamed of himself deep in his soul, and the social flower said at the right time: "Dragon, this is a miracle that will never disappear, only with madness, only with cracks, only with my surrender, let's follow our instincts..."

  Meng Yuan and others had been guarding the hotel room door, Meng Yuan saw that social flower and knew she was a Babylonian prostitute. He tried knocking on the door twice, and immediately a loud shout came from inside: "What are you doing?"

  They didn't dare answer.

  It is said that this is the original sin, but this original sin is actually the instinct of life. A body without a heart cannot resist the forbidden fruit of original sin. Once the spirit and sex are separated, the forbidden fruit of original sin will become mere indulgence, and life will collapse.

  It is said that this collapse is a process that life must inevitably face. Don't you believe it? Then take a look around you.