The air itself seemed to warp and bleed at the edges of my vision. Below, nestled in a scar upon the earth, lay the pool. It wasn't water. It was molten gold, impossibly bright, throwing back the harsh glare of the midday sun with an intensity that stung the eyes. But it wasn't just the light; it was the sound. A low, resonant hum vibrated not just in my ears, but deep within my bones – a sound like distant stars collapsing, interwoven with the sharp, crystalline chime of falling comets. It sang a siren song of oblivion and glory, a melody that resonated with something ancient and hungry within me. A magnetic pull emanated from it, a physical yearning that drew my feet closer to the crumbling precipice.
"Hey... check this out," I breathed, the words catching in my throat, raspy and thin. My gaze was locked on the shimmering, boiling depths.
A shadow fell over me. "Thaleon." The voice was low, strained. Jorge, taller, broader, his presence usually a comfort, now felt like a cage. He moved beside me, his familiar cloak drawn tight. The sun embroidered on its back was wrong, disturbingly so. Not a symbol of life and warmth, but a weeping star, leaking crimson threads that seemed to stain the very fabric. "Get away from it. Now."
"W-Why not, Jorge?" The question felt stupid even as I asked it. The ichor pulsed, a living heart of light, and its rhythm seemed to echo in my own chest. It whispered promises without words, sensations of power and release flooding my mind.
"That..." Jorge swallowed hard, his eyes darting nervously towards the golden lake before snapping back to me, filled with a fear I hadn't seen in him before. "That's the Sun's Tears. Gods' Blood. Whatever name the old tongues give it. It's... foundation. It's poison. It's sacred, Thaleon. Not for us. Not for touching." He clamped a hand on my shoulder, his grip surprisingly strong, almost painful. He physically turned me away, forcing my back to the mesmerizing light. "Come on. The village. Now."
We walked away, but it felt like tearing myself from a vital organ. Every step was a battle against the invisible current pulling me back. The hum lessened with distance, fading to a faint thrum beneath the mundane sounds of the wilderness, but it wasn't gone. It had sunk a hook into my soul. I etched the location into my memory – the twisted oak marking the path, the specific fissure in the rocks. It had called my name, and I knew, with a certainty that chilled me despite the sun's heat, that I would answer.
The forced cheerfulness of the village grated on my nerves upon our return. Cobblestone paths wound between tightly packed houses of timber and daub, their windows like watchful, empty eyes. "Good morning, Jorge, Thaleon," Melly called out. Her blonde hair, streaked with premature silver, was pulled back severely. She scrubbed clothes in a wooden basin with a frantic energy, knuckles white. Water sloshed, smelling faintly of lye and something else... something metallic, like old blood. "Stayed clear of the deep woods, I trust? Best leave the shadowed paths to the things that dwell there. Even the Sun can't pierce every shadow." A thin smile touched her lips, but didn't reach her tired, wary eyes. She tossed us each a cloth-wrapped bundle.
"Baking again, Ma'am?" I forced a lightness I didn't feel, unwrapping the offering. A familiar, sweet scent – strawberry muffin. A small comfort in a world suddenly tilted off its axis.
"Aw, man," Jorge sighed, his earlier tension momentarily forgotten in the face of culinary disappointment. "Blueberry. Again." He poked it glumly.
"My gain," I smirked, holding mine aloft like a prize before taking a large bite. The sweetness was almost cloying, the texture strangely dense today. "Trade you?" Jorge pleaded, his usual boisterousness returning.
"You know the rules, Jorge. Gratitude for the gift given," I replied, the words sounding hollow, parroted. I walked ahead, needing space, the rhythmic clang of hammer on metal drawing me forward. The blacksmith's forge pulsed with heat, a miniature, man-made sun in the heart of the village. "Adam. Burning the day away?"
Adam, built like a weathered boulder, paused his hammering. Sweat streamed down his bald head, disappearing into the thicket of his gray-shot black beard. He wielded a heavy mallet, shaping a brutal-looking hammerhead on the anvil. Sparks showered around him like angry fireflies. "Just trying to beat some purpose into this stubborn steel, Leon," he grunted, wiping his brow with a soot-stained cloth. He glanced at the hammerhead, then back at me, his gaze sharp. "Might be a war tool, might end up cracking rocks for the quarries. Fate decides, eh?" He plunged the glowing metal into the quenching tub; steam hissed violently, smelling of hot iron and quenched thirst. "What darkness were you and Jorge chasing today, squirt?"
And then it returned. Not a whisper, but a cacophony.
'Thaleon...'
'Ours...'
'Drink...'
'Freedom...'
A thousand voices, layered, ancient, desperate, ecstatic, clawing at the inside of my skull. The world tilted violently. Nausea surged, hot and acidic, threatening to choke me. The forge's heat became unbearable, the rhythmic clang of Adam's other hammer – the one he hadn't stopped using – turning into a skull-splitting percussion. Bile burned my throat. I swayed, gripping my stomach.
"J-Just... wandering," I gasped, fighting for breath, the cobblestones seeming to ripple beneath my feet. "With Jorge... Saw a... a Horned Fox..." The lie felt flimsy, pathetic.
Adam stopped hammering. The sudden silence was almost as deafening. He turned slowly, his massive frame blocking the forge light, casting him in shadow. He approached, his heavy boots unnervingly quiet on the stones. He looked down at me, his eyes narrowed, losing their earlier gruff warmth. They seemed ancient, knowing. "Is that all, Leon?" he asked, his voice dangerously soft. He placed a hand on my shoulder, fingers digging into muscle and bone like iron clamps. The pressure was intense, a clear warning. "Nothing else? Nothing... Different?" The word hung in the air, heavy with unspoken meaning. His grip tightened, threatening to crack bone. Fear, cold and sharp, lanced through me.
"N-No! Just the fox! Big... big antlers... never seen one so close..." My voice trembled, betraying me. I forced myself to meet his gaze, praying he couldn't see the shimmering gold reflected in my memory.
For a tense moment, he just stared, his eyes searching mine. Then, slowly, the pressure eased. A semblance of his earlier demeanor returned, but it felt forced, like a mask hastily donned. "Ah! A Horned Fox! Rare beast indeed. Good omen, some say." He released my shoulder, giving me a heavy pat on the back that nearly sent me stumbling. "Had me worried for a second there, lad. Looked like you'd seen a shade." He turned back to his anvil, picking up the cooled hammerhead. "Off with you then. Jorge's probably wondering where his shadow went."
I didn't need telling twice. I nodded mutely and scrambled away, my heart pounding against my ribs like a trapped bird. I found Jorge further down the path, kicking at a loose stone, his uneaten blueberry muffin clutched in his hand. "Thaleon! Gods, where'd you vanish to? You looked like death back there!" His concern was genuine, laced with an edge of fear.
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"Fine. Just... needed air," I muttered, pushing past him. "Give the muffin to your sister if you hate it so much." My usual banter felt flat, alien. I took the left fork towards my own house. "See ya, Jorge."
The door creaked open to silence. A small shape detached itself from the shadows and launched itself at my waist with a desperate cry. "Brrrotherrrr!!!" David, my younger brother, clung to me like ivy, his small hands gripping my tunic with surprising strength. His light brown hair was tousled, his green eyes wide and shimmering with unshed tears. "Where did you gooooo!?"
I patted his head distractedly, the gesture feeling automatic, disconnected. I closed the door, shutting out the watchful village. "Exploring, Davey. With Jorge. Remember him?" I started walking towards the main living space, dragging my small anchor with me. He just mumbled an affirmative against my side. The room was empty. Cold. No fire in the hearth, no smell of cooking food. A deep frown etched itself onto my face. "Where are Mum and Dad?"
David's face crumpled. "Left," he whispered, burying his face in my tunic. "Said... said they had to check the outer wards. Before sunrise." Tears finally escaped, tracking paths through the grime on his cheeks.
"And they didn't leave you anything?" My voice was sharper than intended. He shook his head mutely. A surge of cold anger towards my parents washed over me. Useless. Always prioritizing the village's obscure rituals over their own son. I reached into my pocket and pulled out the remaining half of my strawberry muffin. "Here. It's not much, but..."
He snatched it, wiping his eyes on his sleeve. "Melly's?" he asked, his voice thick with tears but brightening slightly. I nodded. He took a ravenous bite. "Alright, David," I said, gently detaching him. "I need... I need to rest. It's been a long day." I retreated to my small, sparsely furnished room, shutting the door firmly behind me. The silence wasn't peaceful; it was expectant. I collapsed onto the thin mattress, exhaustion weighing me down like lead. Sleep claimed me instantly, but it offered no escape. The whispers followed me into the dark, weaving themselves into the fabric of my dreams.
I stood ankle-deep in churning, foul-smelling mud. The sky above was a canvas of bruised purple and angry black, split by jagged fissures of sickly green lightning that offered no real illumination. Rain, cold and greasy, slicked my hair to my skull. The air screamed with the terrified neighing of unseen horses and the relentless, percussive thump-thump-thump of arrows striking the earth all around me. They formed a dense, hissing curtain, yet none touched me. An invisible shield deflected them, shimmering faintly with trapped starlight.
Voices tore through the storm, a grotesque choir calling my name – Thaleon. They echoed with the hollowness of tombs and the shrieking madness of nebulae. From the wounded sky and the groaning earth, shapes writhed into existence – shadows given form, ancient and wrong, their limbs twisting at impossible angles. They crawled across the heavens like celestial vermin, their eyes burning with cold, dead light.
Then, the fabric of reality tore. Giant hands, composed of crackling starlight and dripping, iridescent plasma, ripped open the sky. In the void beyond pulsed an eye – vast, ancient, utterly alien. Its sclera was the colour of spoiled milk, veined with pulsating red and black. The iris swirled with discordant shades of toxic green, burning crimson, and deep, abyssal blue. And within that iris, three pupils dilated, black holes drinking the fractured light, focusing on me with an intelligence both infinite and utterly insane.
It spoke, its voice the grinding of tectonic plates and the sigh of dying stars. "Oh, sweet Thaleon..."
My eyes snapped open. Not dawn, but deep twilight bled through the single window, painting my room in shades of grey and indigo. The chirping of crickets and the distant hoot of an owl sounded unnervingly loud in the profound stillness. My heart hammered against my ribs, the dream's terror clinging like grave-dirt. David would be asleep in the other room. The house remained unnervingly silent – parents still absent. Neglectful fools.
A compulsion, stronger now, undeniable, gripped me. The ichor called.
Moving with a stealth I didn't know I possessed, I slid from my bed. The floorboards barely creaked beneath my bare feet. I eased open my door, then the front door, slipping out into the cold, damp air of the dying day. A few lanterns cast pools of flickering, unreliable light along the cobblestone paths, deepening the shadows between them. I kept to those shadows, moving like a phantom, acutely aware of every curtained window, every darkened doorway. Eyes felt like they were watching, even from the empty spaces.
Finally, the oppressive closeness of the village fell away behind me. Cobblestone surrendered to dirt, then tangled grass. I broke into a run, heedless of the uneven ground, stumbling over roots and stones. The plains opened up, vast and dark under the bruised sky. The air grew colder here, carrying the scent of damp earth and something wilder, predatory. The cries of night hunters echoed in the distance – the yowl of a shadow-cat, the guttural snarl of something larger, unseen. Fear prickled my skin, but it was drowned out by the insistent thrumming in my blood, the silent command pulling me onward.
"Thaleon."
The whisper slithered directly into my ear, intimate as a lover's breath. I froze, spinning around. Nothing. Only the wind sighing through the tall grass, the vast emptiness of the plains under a sky slowly pinning itself with cold stars. Sweat, icy despite the exertion, trickled down my temples. The feeling of being followed intensified – not by anything physical, but by a vast, unseen awareness. Eyes, ancient and hungry, felt like they were peeling back the layers of my mind.
Then I saw it. The twisted oak, stark against the horizon. The fissure in the rocks. And below, the lake of boiling gold, pulsing softly in the twilight, its ethereal glow painting the underside of the clouds. The whispers surged, no longer disparate voices but a unified chorus, ecstatic and demanding.
'Come...'
'Join...'
'Drink deep...'
'Become...'
It was no longer a suggestion. It was destiny.
I scrambled down the loose scree slope, ignoring the sharp stones tearing at my hands and knees. The heat radiating from the ichor was immense, palpable, a physical presence. The humming filled the world, drowning out all other sound, vibrating through my very bones. I reached the edge, falling to my knees on the hot, strangely smooth rock surrounding the pool.
"Gods' Blood..." I whispered, the words stolen by the thrumming air.
I leaned forward, peering into the molten, shimmering depths. It wasn't just light; patterns shifted within it, complex geometries that hinted at impossible dimensions. And then, the surface stilled, becoming a perfect mirror.
But the reflection wasn't mine.
It was a man, older, hardened. His hair, long and black as night, was matted with grime and something darker. His face was a roadmap of old scars – a jagged line bisecting one eyebrow, a puckered crescent on his cheek, countless smaller nicks and gouges. A rough, dark stubble covered his jaw. But it was the eyes that held me captive. They were my eyes, yet utterly transformed. One burned with the fierce, consuming red of a dying star, the other glowed with the chilling, toxic green of the lightning in my dream. Recognition warred with horrified disbelief.
The reflection smiled, a grim, knowing curve of the lips. And it spoke, its voice a distorted echo of my own, layered with the whispers of the abyss.
"Thaleon... Drink... It..."
Before I could react, before I could process the terrifying implication, an arm erupted from the golden surface. Not the reflection's arm, but something solid, real, clad in articulated plates of scorched, blackened armour. Its gauntleted hand clamped around my wrist like a manacle forged in hellfire. There was no resisting its strength.
With inexorable force, it pulled me forward, shattering the mirrored surface. The boiling gold surged upwards, engulfing me. It wasn't merely hot; it was consuming, searing, yet paradoxically, achingly cold. It flooded my mouth, my nose, my eyes, searing my lungs as I inhaled liquid light. Drowning wasn't the right word. This was dissolution. Annihilation. Baptism.
A final, fragmented thought pierced the roaring inferno: A simple sip isn't enough. You must bathe in their sins. You must become the vessel.
Then, only the light remained. And the whispers. Now inside me.
Chapter END.