In fact, if we push back the story line of Lily's life, we will see that at a very young age she had already developed the traits of a high-functioning personality, which was almost like the existence of a child prodigy. For example, when her peers are still drinking milk and learning to speak, she can already learn to quietly swing her arms to tell her mother that she is hungry, wants to go to the toilet, and wants to go to bed, which is actually very strange, from the perspective of Piaget's theory of cognitive development, the child at this time should be very emotional, unable to speak clearly, and full of curiosity about the world to grab anything she can with her hands, but in contrast to Lily's behavior, this is simply a reincarnation with memories of her life. But in contrast to Lily's behavior, this is simply someone who has been reincarnated with memories.

  Lily's family background is not rich, but rather very ordinary, at least enough to eat, but not very good food, only once every two weeks is very good food, the rest of the time the three meals are very ordinary, although nutritious enough, but also similar to the “compressed cookie”.

  It's like a good thing that's not that appealing, but it's very good for you.

  Lily learned this in depth after acquiring language, and then developed the “hollow bread and compressed cookie theory”.

  That is, everything is like these two: either it's like a compressed cookie, boring and unattractive, but very helpful.

  Either it's like hollow bread, very pretty and attractive, but when you take a bite, there's nothing there and it doesn't fill your stomach.

  The inception of this theory was summed up one night before bedtime when Lily was elementary school age, she didn't take any notes, text, audio, but, this theory, she used behavior throughout her life.

  Behavior manifested itself is that she would choose something boring or people do not like to do, such as reading very obscure books, or get up early every day to fight against the inertia of the body, and finally it appeared, Lily in the elementary school almost fifth grade, behavior has been as mature as the teacher, if there is a systematic education led, she is even more mature than the adults, but Lily would not think about it too much, just do things.

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  She wasn't a talker and didn't like to talk about her past experiences, and few people could hear Lily's voice, she always acted quietly.

  Someone once talked to her, a boy her age (maybe Z), said he wanted to make friends with her, and wanted to know about Lily's past, Lily simply said “it's none of your business”, and the boy left (even if he didn't, he couldn't get along with her, Lily is more concerned with tasks and actions than chatting, and the only thing she chats about is the writer's The only thing she talks about is the writer's books. “Reading is talking to the writer.” That's what she's always thought.)

  We would think that Lily is a smooth sailing, high-functioning gifted personality, in fact, she was not that deep, but she grew up without a father, she was dependent on her mother for many years, and as a result, her mother was brutally raped and killed, from then on, Lily's innocence was completely shaken, in fact, she read a lot of anti-utopian works, and the result of the experience of this incident, so that she truly experienced that “Reality is not a fairy tale”, since then, the potential of Lily's high-functioning gifted personality, was completely stimulated, and later full scholarships, the world's seventh university (not choose the first because the seventh has more ideas she aspires to. In Lily's worldview, the top 22 institutions of the university, ranked high and low, in fact, they do not compete with each other, because each has its own characteristics, so that the students themselves to choose the right is enough), doctoral degree, a large number of honors to get soft, many people see, will be envious of, and even jealous of, but this powerful and honor behind the huge sacrifices only her own best know.

  In Lily's memory, her father's presence is only one hug, she knows very well, her father is not unloving mother and daughter to leave, but where did it go, why when her mother was murdered, her father pressed not to show up, and is, never appeared, like air, in the end, where did it go? Lily had dreams from time to time, and in them, she asked after her father

  “Why don't you show up?”

  “What is the truth about leaving?”

  “Answer me!”

  “Come home...”

  Upon waking up, basically every time, Lily's back had gotten soaked, and oftentimes accompanied by tears, and the moonlight and endless loneliness of that dark night.

  The mother, on the other hand, never wanted to mention the existence of her father, as if there was no such person at all.

  So where did the memory of the one and only hug come from?

  Lily occasionally wondered, and then gave into action (she hated empty thoughts) to find the answer, but after years of searching, chose to shelve it because the deeper she dug, the more she realized that there was something behind it, or else why the clues segmented every time, the same as the shattered mirror one.

  But she didn't give up, and on her way to school, Lily was learning deductive reasoning and other.

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