Dear Daughter.

  Today is your 42nd day in slumber, To this day, I can't forgive myself. i wonder if you blame me, if you are angry i hope you will come back and criticize me as you criticize literature. waiting, though I know you won’t return.

  As far as i can remember, you've always been a loner, inheriting your mother's high-functioning personality thing, haha, so damn cute.

  in fact, I've always wanted you to live simply and happily, and that you shouldn't be studying academics at middle school age as I did, as the old Chinese saying goes: "近朱者赤近墨者黑".

  Although this way you did become very learned, with a temperament that was a completely alienating presence among your peers, but you still learned the skills that were in your mother's body, such as how to make yourself as airy as air in a group like, without presence;

  after all, like high-functioning personality groups, not many of them want to throw their weight around.

  Disobedience is the most obvious trait of high-functioning personality.

  Your novel “Whose Daughter” is very promising, literary novelist, this identity really suits you, if you were still alive, I would always support you, but unfortunately these words, I couldn't say them to you face to face while you were still alive, I am an unqualified mom, I am really sorry, I hope that the next time destiny reincarnates, we can play the role of a mother-daughter relationship again, and the next time, I won't make the same mistake, after all, I have an infinitely high tolerance for The tolerance of my own mistakes is infinitely close to zero, for your matter, I won't even hand over the probability of one in a million to the Grim Reaper.

  Regarding the murderer

  as of now, the police can only find a little fragmentary pieces of clues. On this it is stuck here. I deduced the murderer's characteristics based on these clues, and found out something that the police don't even know, which means that this time, the law can't bring him to justice, so justice will have to come from me.

  Stolen story; please report.

  After more than twenty years… am I really going to kill again?

  Z

  The murderer's name is Z. Even if I find out his ID, it's just as impossible to find this person through the police's database, which means that in order to solve this person, it's completely impossible to use unusual logic to understand Z.

  Based on the information so far I can conclude that Z is a high-functioning antisocial personality, a psychopath under the age of 30 with mild autism as well as PTSD.

  On the day of the accident

  I came to the scene of the crime as fast as I could, only to find that you were lying on the inside of the warehouse, surrounded by police and onlookers, strangely enough, you were not surrounded by any beaten or fatal injuries, just lying on the ground, complete, like posing dolls, but already without a heartbeat, your soul dissipated.

  The forensic results were that the brain, heart and respiratory functions had all stopped working, and the body was still warm from the time the law arrived.

  Normally, victims of abduction would make a struggle and resistance, using all their strength to break free from the control and escape from the murderer, but the forensic pathologist said

  “The victim, your daughter, May, the time of death is 12:55, we arrived at the time is 14:13. From the results of the scene analysis, the victim body, there is absolutely no traces of forced abduction and resistance, the behavior is completely out of voluntariness, it should be through the words, brought May into the warehouse. In addition to two holes in the neck like a pinhole into the hole and a little bit of light green powder inside the nose, there is no other information found at the scene. I'm very sorry, this side will continue to dig deeper, another notice, this time the situation is very special, the time of digging deeper is completely uncertain, but it is certain that the murderer is by no means a stupid ordinary person, on the contrary, the murderer's IQ is extremely high, we kind of met our match, Lilly.”

  In addition

  the police came to the scene of the crime and pressed to find out who had called the police, and those who had gathered around the scene had seen the police arrive at the scene first, so could it be that the person who reported the crime and the murderer were the same person?

  Interesting.

  But don't underestimate me, “that day” will come.

  -Love always, Lilly.