I am Sincir Apocrypha, the guardian who failed to save humanity, who was consumed by madness and all of that bullshit. Decided to fuck over Time itself and made my past self's life miserable.

  The Greeco Civil War? Well, I made it ten times worse. My birth? Yup, yeeted baby Charlotte over to the right organization, and put little me into one of the worst projects there!!

  Suffering builds character, after all!

  But hey, my biological sister survived in this timeline~ that's a plus.

  Anyway, I'm currently strangling a Jester of Durrey on a pnet 56 lightyears away from Earth. I am a Space-Time anomaly at this point so what am I gonna lose?

  This little purple-gss catgirl is called Memoria Felis. She's my ride from time to time. Is it okay for little old me to strangle an Agent of Space? Maybe not. I'm not going to meet the Lord of Durrey anytime soon anyway.

  I briefly encountered the Lord of Tindalos a while back, that was scary.

  "Listen to me, Felis. You don't need to run away, my lovely cat.", I smile and I force my grip tighter, "Won't you jump to another world?"

  "And let you burn down another one?! You screwed up three already!!", the catgirl yelled at me.

  "Come on now, the second one was fine~ I just said something and released one of the Euphoric Crystals into the world! It's their fault for becoming degenerates and destroying their own world!!", I excimed dramatically.

  One a theatre kid, always a theatre kid~

  "That crystal was the size of an iceberg!!", she retorted, shing out at me with invisible Void Cws.

  But~ hehe...

  "Do you think that will stop me?", my crimson Malice Fme burned through the attack.

  "Tch, so annoying...", she gres at me, "What are you trying to do, anyway? I'm thinking of a Jury of that deranged Star."

  "Hm~ to be a Paradox Existence?", I answered her nonchantly.

  A Paradox Existence, something that exists and doesn't exist at the same time. Think Reverse Fsh or Schr?dinger's Cat. Everywhere, nowhere.

  I almost have all the requirements. I'm only missing three things.

  First, the blood of an Eye Beyond the Veil. Second, the flesh of a high-ranking Beast of Tindalos. And...

  Felis looked at me in horror, "Y-You can't!! We have been through so much together—"

  True, the only reason I got this far is you, my dear catgirl...

  I closed my eyes, then opened them.

  Two pulsating vender Stars of Chaos fshed in my eyes, my smile grew wider.

  "Open, Gate of Akasha... Come, my Ardent Fme of the End!!", the pitch-bck portal leading to my soul opened, and from it a silver needle the size and length of a rapier.

  My personal weapon, the one I forged myself. For my own purpose. To pierce the universe.

  "Stelrum Negata..."

  I let go of Felis, who scurried away from me on this barren wastend of a pnet. It's okay, this is merely a newly formed Star System. The Star God hasn't awakened yet.

  Now... where is the Eye Beyond the Veil...? Ah...

  I sensed them.

  I stabbed myse■■—

  □■●●■■?□□!!■●○%&#@●■

  #￡￡@●■■○○□○■■■●●○□■●@#&*^￡@!!

  ■○●■■□○■nd with that...

  I drank the blood pouring out of me, using my hands as a cup.

  Ah...

  Taste of my own blood... mixed in with an Eldritch entity.

  So? How do you feel? Dear viewers, or readers? Did it hurt? Didn't expect to get stabbed from a lower dimension? Well, one of you is bound to be stabbed right this moment~

  Is this getting too meta for your liking? Eh, not my problem~

  I stare at Felis with a smile, she just hisses at me.

  "Open, my Grand Stage~!!", I snapped my finger, "Welcome~ to the Velvet Tragedy~!!"

  The world around me changed, Felis immediately tried to press the locket on her neck to open a portal. But that won't work~

  The ground beneath her turned into wood, rising up to become a stage... red curtain was drawn behind her, and seats formed behind me.

  This is my Inner World, Velvet Tragedy. Born from my love of humanity, from my charitable soul~

  I give people a fragment of the Akasha.

  Now~ for a Jester, what would be the best one to give? Malice? That's always fun, seeing people being consumed by madness and self-destructing is always funny. Though... for this Jester... I'll go with the cssic.

  "Survive."

  She froze up on the stage. Now, viewers or readers, what she's experiencing is millions of calcutions all at once. I can't see them now because I gave Survive to her.

  Hehe~ her mind is trying to comprehend it all, unless she has the specific Attributes, she can't crunch the numbers and formus like I do.

  Oh? Ah, everything I do with Survive is reactive. It's all manual~ my body doesn't move automatically to dodge attacks, I perform it myself!

  Having my perception slow down and environmental sensitivity heightened helps me a lot!

  I got up from my seat in the audience, pointing my needle at her.

  "O' Jester who dances amongst Space.", I walked up to the still catgirl, "For my conquest, I require your Heart and Clock."

  "Opening Act 2 of the Velvet Tragedy.", I snapped my finger.

  My own theater began to burn down, red fme consuming everything in my sight. As my world was crumbling, I stabbed the catgirl in front of me in the chest.

  The world outside the theater, the second yer of my Inner World. A red sky in a ruined world filled with corpses.

  Felis will regenerate her heart, but the locket on her neck she uses to stabilize her travel? She cannot get a repcement. But fortunately for her, I won't be needing it.

  I don't need my existence to stabilize... the heart of a Jester is good enough.

  Oh, Survive returned to me, welcome back calcutions. It'll take a long time for her mind to get up to speed.

  With that, I dig into my own chest, argh... this is pretty painful. I pulled out my own heart... human can survive 30 minutes without a heart, this should do it.

  I repced my own heart with the purple heart of the Jester... ah... yes... this is it. With Hope mending the wound, Survive quickly adapting the new heart, and making it my own...

  The effects were immediate, I could see points, pces I could open up a wormhole.

  They are numerous, it's almost amazing how the universe hasn't been turned into a giant bck hole yet.

  "It's your doing, isn't it, big guy?", I look up at the sky, tendrils of darkness bigger than stars, longer than distance, they are everywhere...

  But I can feel them subsiding even now.

  The Original One, the being who created the universe and seek to destroy it.

  =0=0=

  Hello, this is Sincir Apocrypha, the woman who destroyed Earth, here again. I'm currently being chewed up by a Dragon of Tindalos.

  Is it painful? Yes, even I can feel it! But at the same time, I'm tearing into it and eating it! Also!

  I tore my shoulder off, throwing the piece of flesh away into the void between time. Then I put a piece of its tongue onto the missing shoulder.

  Ah~

  Yes... this disorienting feeling... this is what I've been waiting for!

  Fifty years it took me...

  Do you know how hard it is to discard and change my Attributes? Regression is such a pain in the ass, removing it is even more of a pain in the ass. Then I had to change Salvation into Corruption. Weakening the hold Judgement had on me.

  Endured the light of The Machine Overlord. Fought against a Lord of Annihition in their own system. Stole a Seed of Life from The Pgue Garden... that was terrible, seeing her crying hurt my heart a lot.

  And now...

  The Dragon killed me.

  "Did you think you can really kill me?", I was on top of its head.

  It killed me again.

  But yet I still lived.

  I was out of the Void Between Time, standing on Mars. Yet at the same time, I was in front of a tendril of The Original One. I was over there, over here! Over yonder!

  My existence was split over the entire universe.

  I have achieved it... hehe... hehahahahaha!!!