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  'Lappdumb, what's taking you so long. '

  I think as I'm worried, seeing how long it's takio get back from the ging room. Even more so after seeing that she actually has been injured in some way. The wait itself is worse because

  'It smells like vomit in here.'

  Smelling the smell, I 't help but have this thought and look at the pce where Velvet was sitting as now there is nothing more then a stain of wiped vomit and an unbearable stench.

  'Lapnd will not like this. '

  Even though I turned on the blower thanks to cell trol panel. But knowing my friend's nose, she'll smell it more than I will.

  And it's because of Velvet, who didn't make it to the end of the party now it's just me and Yang in the cell. Anyway, nobody in Coco's group except Coco herself was able to get up on their own, so Coco took them home, and it was about the time Lappnd came out of the cage, so that was a while ago.

  Now there is a strange sileween me and Yangi because Yang is still drinking and I get tired of drinking, so I take out the new book I bought to see if it was worth it to buy. As I pull the er off the book, Yang notices what I'm doing and she choked at what she's been drinking.

  "The book doesn't fit here. So stop with that serious expression that doesn't match a beautiful face of yours, let's have a drink and daogether before Lappnd es back."

  Says Yang to me.

  'Lappnd might be jealous, and with something going on with her tely, I'm not going to risk her finding me in some intimate situation, and knowing my luck, that will happen. '

  With that in mind, I don't respond as I ied about this 'iing' book.

  "You guys are really different."

  Yang says as I look at her from above the book.

  "Lappnd is very eid is everywhere if she wants to be, a she mao evoke this serious and dangerous feeling."

  "You are serious and give the impression of being depressed, heless I see that you have fun but only being with Lappnd."

  Yang says and it is as she says, me and Lappnd are pletely two poles that are somehow together.

  "So are you going for a drink?"

  Yang asks further without giving up as the smile doesn't disappear from her fabsp;

  " No"

  I say, wishing she would leave me alone.

  'The only reason I came here is because Lappnd asked me. She always did everything I wanted, so now it's my turn. '

  "e on, it's no fun to drink alone "

  Yang goes on , but I don't answer her

  "So you're not too talkative when your Lappy isn't around?"

  I hear Yang's amused void a question pops into my head.

  'When did she hear that niame? '

  "So how long have you knowy?"

  Asks Yang seeing that I have responded in some way.

  "It will be about nine years."

  I aruthfully, putting the book ba my bag, knowing that this girl won't give me a break.

  "Also, what do you mean by beautiful? "

  This time I ask knowing that the versation will be better and allow me to get to know this girl better.

  "Let's call a spade a spade, she's hot aiful".

  "I hope she's not yirlfriend or something? "

  Says the blonde in front of me Probably realizing that she call " beautiful", a girl who is already in a retionship.

  'I wasn't wrong, she has feelings for her.'

  Many people might call Lappy beautiful in their own way. Lappnd looks are extraordinary, but when people begin to uand that underh the beautiful face is a portion of boiling dust, they prefer to keep a distance from her.

  Looking at Yang, I know that she has already seen a really small ounce of what Lappnd is, but she still tries . I don't mind, or rather I don't want to mind, but I don't know this girl and I don't want someone random person to repce me, unfortuhis girl so far is much more suited to Lappnd, she is much more lively as Lappy.

  Apart from the fact that she has a silly amount of fidence, and with Lappnd this be a double-edged sword . She is ambiguous in the way she speaks to others, at least you see when she is serious and when she is joking. However, Lappnd may not like this type of joking.

  ' But most importantly, will she be able to help Lappnd when she needs it?'

  With this thought, I recall the day I failed in our retionship, the day everything started to fall apart, then the whole of misfortuarted, whided with Lappnd shutting down like an animal.

  ' And it all started because of me '

  'I thought that if something really hurt her, she would tell me.'

  'No, she said it more than onbsp;

  'But she didn't say "Help" '

  Yet everything in her begged for it, but she also didn't abandoionship. She couldn't because she didn't know how. I was her first retionship.

  'I really destroyed everything.'

  There were several days when I lost, days when I chose Adam over Lappnd, days when she had a mental break down and I wasn't there .

  I saw her taking medications that she was more addicted to, than they helped her. I shouted at her for that, even though I herself told her to take them. And she took them for me

  I wao help all the fauns, all the victims of discrimination. The only thing I knew about Lappnd's past was that she had suffered so much that she had lost her mind. She was a victim I wao help.

  ' I'm the same as the new white fang, I've made things pletely worse.'

  'Fuck.'

  'I think too much'

  Looking ahead I see that Yang is still waiting for an answer ae her apparent indifference , I see that she is nervous. Then I know it is time to decide I will stay with Lappnd maybe devastate her further ive her to someone else who will love her unreservedly and withard to her peculiar behavior

  ' I never said Lappnd that I loved her, I said those words to someone who didn't deserve them.'

  ' When I was young I decided that I would help Lappnd have a better life. However, I was the person who partially destroyed her life . '

  'Now I will give her the happy life I promised her even if I have to be left alone'

  With this thought I make the decisioe the fact that it hurts me. However what I did to Lappnd hurt her more.

  " No"

  " We are childhood friends ".

  'This is what I had Lappnd say if someone asked about our retionship how to think about it, it was cruel of me'

  Feeling a sudden urge, I take a full bottle of tequi and pour it into my gss.

  'Lappnd may have fiven me as she has always done, but I will not five myself '

  " That's good because it would be awkward "

  Says Yang with relief on her fabsp;

  " So do you like Lappnd?"

  I ask, but I don't o know the answer when on Yang's face appears surprise bined with shyness, a bination that I did not expect to receive from her.

  'Did she think no one would notice?'

  Again an awkward silence falls between us.

  "Is it that obvious? "

  Asks Yang this time hiding nothing. Apart from a slight blush appearing on her cheeks, she still has that fidehat doesn't go away.

  "You're looking at her ass, toug her, ag like a teerying to pick up a girl, and your pick-up lines make everything that much more awkward,"

  ' She didn't even try to hide that it was a pliment'

  Saying that, I recall all the banal pliments Yang said on the way to the club . And by the look on Yang's face, I see that she realizes it too.

  "It will be difficult for you to win Lappnd's heart.

  ' Certainly if she uses the pick-up lines she makes up.'

  I'm warning Yang . I'm not sure if I'm doing it to make her give up or if I'm really warning her. At least it's better to tell her what she's getting into so it's not too te when Lapps attached. Lappnd has a difficult character to deal with. I don't want Lappy to be hurt by someone who has bitten off more than she swallow.

  'And seeing Yang's behaviour so far, I know that she loves to bite what she 't swallow.'

  I think while looking at the girl in front of me, who is sitting rexed as usual and looking at me as if she was waiting for me to tinue my words. Despite her gaz? I tio drink as I reag halfway through the bottle.

  "You see, Lapnd is..."

  I am about to tinue, but I am interrupted by the sound of the door opening.

  " What am I ?"

  I know that void, despite sounding like she has a runny nose, I turn my head towards the door to see Lappnd. But looking at her, I suddenly start to worry even more.

  "Lappnd !"

  I rise from the couch, pletely ign the fact that Yang is doing the same. With oep, I walk up to Lappnd and look at her bloodied face. The entire lower part of Lappnd's face is soiled with blood, and a few drops, stain her neck .

  Knowing Lappy this is nothing to her, but looking at the amount of blood on her face I know it's not good. However, just as I suspected, Lappnd is not ed about it as she sits down. Seeing that Lappnd sits down Yang sits down on Lapp side and I on Lappy right.

  "There's so much blood it would have to be a fracture, but the nose looks whole,"

  "It must have been a hard blow, but the bleeding itself could just be a ruptured blood vessel,"

  Yang says looking at Lappnd's nose

  ' She looks like a specialist about hand-to-hand bat.'

  I think, looking at the gaus on Yang's hands.

  " But the fight itself was cool, you did it with Yeng."

  At Yang's words, an awkward silence falls in the room.

  " What was it supposed to be?"

  Lappnd asks. While I am also waiting for her answer.

  " What?"

  Asks a fused Yang looking at us. When we look at her.

  "That at the end of the sentehat with your name"

  Lapnd tinues.

  "Yeng instead of beng hehe"

  Yang says, ending it with an awkward ugh . Hearing her words py , I and Lappnd look at Yang with dull eyes .

  ' She's really going to have a hard time with Lappnd. '

  "Don't do that again."

  Says Lappnd seriously, while Yang rolls her eyes as she pulls out wet tissues from her pocket serving them to Lappnd .

  "e on, it's not that bad."

  Says a fident Yang, but seeing our faces she falls silent. In the silence, Lappnd pulls out one of the tissues from Yang pad she start wiping her face. Finishing the ing, I notice that Lapnd nose is plugged with cotton wool.

  ' Has someoreated her? '

  "Where did you get the wet tissues anyway? "

  Asks Lappnd, looking at Yang, wiping the rest of her face with a wet handkerchief.

  "I have a younger sister Ruby, you met her before in front of the Junior Club she was the girl in the red cape."

  Yang says.

  "Your sister looks fifteen years old, why do you need a wet tissues for her?"

  Asks Lappnd again.

  "Ruby is a ball full of energy"

  Yang says with a smile. Now that Lappnd's face was reasonably , I see that there are no cuts or bruises on it, suggesting that it's all nosebleeds, just as Yang said.

  "Lappnd show it to me."

  I say, cheg that everything is properly dress.

  'How many times has Lappdumb had a serious wound of some kind and not talked about it, just ed it in a bandage a on as if nothing had happened '

  Watg Lappnd nose, I notice that the door are opening again.

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