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  Bke Pov

  I open my eyes waking up from a pleasant sleep. I get out of bed and stretch my limbs. Finishing I reach for the scroll and look at the time.

  'I still have an hour before I go to work '.

  Putting the scroll away I look around the room and don't see Lappy anywhere. Feeling a chill on my body which may be due to the fact that I'm only wearing a bra. In this state I walk over to Lappnd's bag and take her T-shirt from it and put it on myself. Partially covered, I walk towards the bathroom where a noise es from and when I grab the door handle, ughter es from inside.

  "Haha Ha hA ha "

  Hearing this ughter I no longer o look for Lappnd because I reise this ughter everywhere.

  ' It's not good'.

  I let go of the handle and start knog on the door.

  " Lappy are you all right?"

  " I e in? "

  With my words Lappnd oher side of the door stopped ughing .

  "The door is open Bke".

  I sigh and step inside. Ihroom I see a naked Lappnd looking in the mirror. I see the water dripping off her and I smell the shampoo so I know she has just taken a bath.

  " Is something wrong?"

  I ask looking at Lappy who has turned her attention to me. Her eyes study my body while I wait for answers.

  "What was supposed to happen? "

  Asks Lappnd with a smile while tearing off a piece of toilet paper.

  ' It's like yesterday she lost touch with reality again '.

  I see Lappnd walk up to me and with the hand in which she holds the toilet paper she starts to gently wipe my crotch which causes me to gasp in surprise and breaks my seriousness.

  " Stupid Bke you haven't even ed yourself up after yesterday and you're already worried about me."

  Lappy says as she licks her lips.

  'I didn't even notice? '

  I think as I look at a smiling Lappy.

  " So don't worry about me because even if something is wrong nothing help me anymore ".

  Hearing this I look into her eyes and even though she says such things her expression is the same.

  ' Lappdumb '

  Sometimes I really don't know what she's thinking sometimes she's like glue stuck to you at other times she's kind and g then suddenly she bees aggressive.

  'I still trust her, I'm just afraid she'll let go of the brakes and go berserk.'

  ' I will not leave her in hospital because I remember what she went through when father took her for treatment and she was even worse.'

  'We had to visit her every day so she wouldn't destroy the room and attack people.'

  But the visits weren't enough to calm her down so Lappnd ended up in isotion and being locked up Lappnd nearly broke so we had to give up treatment.

  'I don't wao suffer even more Lappnd doesn't like to be alone '

  ' I know she's really right if she goes back to taking anti-psychotic medication she'll bee addicted to it again so medication won't help her '

  ' So nothing will help her what I do is to be o her and help as much as I but I 't walk behind her and watch over her '

  "You're right I o wash up after yesterday a ready for work."

  Finishing my musings I reply with a gentle smile and give Lappy a kiss on the cheek trying not to shond my worries after which I go to get ready for the day.

  Pov 3 person

  In the chotel room, Lappnd is sitting on the bed dressed in bck shorts a white strapless bra. In this quiet atmosphere Lappnd calmly paints her nails with bck polish .

  "Lappy let me borrow some clothes ".

  Her nail painting process is interrupted by Bke who looks up at her standing in front of her in just a towel. In her hands she holds her usual clothes. Lappnd stops what she was doing as up and walks over to Bake and snatches the clothes out of her hand. Bake pays no attention to this and walks over to Lappnd's bag.

  " And what is wrong with yours ".

  Asks Lappnd while putting Bk's white shorts under her nose.

  " I don't have rept clothes and I o wash these already."

  Says Bke as she pulls the bck ging jeans out of Lappnd's bag and turns around only to see Lappnd with red cheeks taking in the smell of her shorts . Sighing Bke pretends not to see anything and as if she's already used to Lappnd's perversion she ges into her trousers and pulls out a white t-shirt from Lappnd's bag which she puts on

  Lappnd, meanwhile, puts Bke's clothes aside and goes back to bed to finish her nails. Ready Bke takes her scroll and puts it in the pocket of her jeans only for a o fall out.

  "What's this? "

  Bke asks pig up the piece of paper and looking at the number on it.

  " This girl gave it to me yesterday after the whole bar brawl and told me to call"

  Lappnd says finishing painting her nails. Bke looking at the card seems to be thinking about something.

  " Is Bke jealous of anirl ?"

  Asks Lappnd looking at Bke with a smile.

  " Not in my opinion you should write to her".

  Says Bke to Lappnd who was just putting on her shoes.

  " Besides, I am not worried about your fidelity ".

  " Unlike me, you have always been on my side and you have always been there when I needed you "

  "To me you are the best thing that could have happeo me, so even if you were with someone else I wouldn't mind."

  "After all, it would be my punishment for this injustice."

  Said Bke in such a hushed whisper that it might be a thought. But even this did not escape the hearing of Lappnd who silently looked at Bke who had lost her temper and bee depressed.

  Seeing this situation, Lappnd's face became expressionless and her pupils tracted even more than usual. The whole situatio unnoticed by Bke, who focused her attention on a piece of paper with a number on it.

  " You should have other friends it is not healthy to rely only on me ".

  " Like now I don't always have time so I was hoping that whe to Be you would find new friends there "

  Bke says as Lappnd takes the card from Bke's hand as her own coat on.

  " Where are you going there was no breakfast yet? "

  Bke asks looking at Lappnd.

  "I'm going to eat something in town ".

  Lappnd replies.

  "Do you have any money? "

  Asks Bke. Hearing this Lappnd looks at Bke who pulls out her wallet and gives Lappnd a couple of Lien in her hand after which she leaves.

  After leaving the chotel and sending a quick message to Yang. Lappnd walked dowreet and headed towards the same café she had been ierday. Just as she stepped inside her scroll vibrated and looking at the message Lappnd sat down at a vat table pletely ign the group of four people sittio her.

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