Pov ( third person / Lappnd psychosis )

  From a sky covered with bck clouds , in which a fsh of red could be seen from time to time , bck dust fell profusely . In the silvery red dawn of the moon visible through the clouds , this bck dust looked as if it was red-hot . Because of the amount of red and bck , the space itself looked like it was glowing red . Because of this , the two pairs of silver blue eyes looking at each other , were even more visible and trasted .

  One pair of silver blue eyes was bloodshot , and their pupils tracted . It was clear to see the fury and anger burning in those eyes directed at the owner of the other pair of eyes , whi plete ess ged their point of io the two bdes in the hands of the owner of the bloodshot , angry eyes .

  Refle : " After all, it's your head , no wonder you so simply free yourself and create your own ons . The only question is how these bdes will work on me ? After all , hoainful memories supposed to work on me ? I am part of your imagination , your instinct , hoainful memories supposed to hurt me ? Besides that , we 't kill each other here , so ? What do you want to do ?"

  Says the refle with a sigh , when Lappnd without heeding her words like a puppet without strings , slowly begins to walk toward her . The shards of mirrors hidden uhe snow , and now to some extent bck dust , seemed to give Lappnd a certain disfort aal pain with every step . Despite this, he walked on unedly , Lappnd's face had no expression on it , only in her eyes could you see her emotions aruggle with them .

  Being close enough to her refle , Lappnd swung her bdes with fatigue from the top left , aiming at the refle's torso , which impassively looked Lappnd in the eye . Although due to fatigue and ck of strength, the sweep was slow and inaccurate, it still showed the years of experiehat Lappnd had gained in bat.

  But apart from the fact that in terms of teique the attack was beautiful, it did not ge the fact that due to ck of speed and strength it was without purpose. It is not even surprising that the refle , without moving from the spot , she made a simple instinctive move by crooking her back a little back , thus avoiding pletely , the two bdes that barely miss the bandages on her chest .

  Immediately after that Lappnd took a step forward and with her left hand she returned with a smooth sweep with the bde from the bottom to the top , f the refle , which had just returo her earlier position , to jump back . But as soon as the refle's legs nded on the ground , she had to react quickly to the bde in Lappnd's right hand , which made a thrust into her abdomen .

  But agaie the fluidity of Lappnd's movements , refle without any problem , without moving her legs , purely instinctively she simply twisted her body at the hips allowing the thrust to ght past her stomach . Immediately after that the left bde of Lappnd , with a sweep from the left side came to behead her . With a twitch of the ear , the eyes of refle sharpened , without much effort with a sweep of her two bdes , with unnatural strength , precision and speed she smashed Lappnd's left bde bato shards .

  Then with the palm of her left hand , the refle hit Lappnd's face , thus throwing her weakened body off bance . Acc to the logic of her own mind , Lappnd did not feel the pain inflicted by this blow , what threw her off bance was the push itself , which did not infliy damage on her . Therefore , immediately after this blond gathered all her strength and improving her position , she swung her right bde from below , aiming at the face of the refle .

  The refle , however, had already stopped pying . Releasing its own bdes , the refle seamlessly caught Lappnd's right wrist , only to then throw her behind , straight towards the huge cliff . Hitting the ground , Lappnd slid far enough that in order not to fall off the cliff she was forced to drive her remaining bdes into the ground .

  Despite this , most of her body was already hanging freely over the precipice after stopping . The bde in Lappnd's right hand was stu the ground, supp her left hand with which she was leaning on the edge of the cliff. Panting with fatigue, Lappnd found just enough strength to rest her chest on the ground as everything from her chest down dangled involuntarily.

  Refle : " Your physical state does not matter for your strength in your mind , unfortunately your mental state ........ does . In short the state of your body here , including your strength and speed depeirely on your mental state , which is now terrible . In the end all this talk and all this pce is nothing but the product of your mental breakdown . But apparently this disease of ours even here is beginning to make its mark and probably has been doing so for some time . "

  Says refle , walking slowly up to the cliff with one of her hands in front of her , so as to let the bck dust fall into her hands . Clearly the current situation in Lappnd's mind did not her . Standing over the edge , right in front of Lappnd , the refle looked with her apathetic eyes into Lappnd's angry eyes .

  Refle : " Why the anger ? Didn't we already talk about this topic ? Yer is irrelevant because you are simply angry at nothing but yourself . If I were you I would be more ed about what is going on around you ."

  Refle : " This pce is your mental fortress , your inner self , this is where your memories , sciousness and what makes you you . I am not sure how this disease affects the mind but what I see around me is not very f . "

  Says the refle looking at Lappnd , who quickly , with her left hand , grabbed the refle by the leg , trying to pull it and thus throw the refle off the cliff . Apparently Lappnd did not even listen to what the refle had just said . Looking at this pitiful outburst of anger , the refle only shook her head .

  Lifting her captured leg , pulling it out of Lappnd's grasp , the refle then kicked it down straight into Lappnd's face . Without the ability to defend herself , she was immediately forcibly pushed down . After this kick to the face , Lappnd did not fall only due tht hand holding the bde stu the ground .

  Refle : " You are just pathetic . I really have had enough of you . You are just like those people to whom you present a million proofs against their words ahey believe their words like a mantra . What's worse you also know that what I say is true , but you g to your lie like a drowning man gs to a razor . "

  After these words reflected with resignation , she simply turned and walked away towards what was left of the mansion . At this time Lappnd using the remaining strength in herself again climbed to the edge of the cliff . After resting her chest on the hard ground , Lappnd with a tired growl , with the rest of her strength pulled the rest of her body onto solid ground .

  Lying on the ground , Lappnd looked with her dead , tear-filled eyes at the overcast by the bck cloud sky , which sent bck dust in her dire . In her silver blue eyes was reflected the image of the moon , whi its dipidated state , with many bck spots growing on it like a disease and a red glow seemed as dead as she . From the state of Lappnd's mental body, it was clear that she could not take much more , she was already a plete burned-out wreck , heless, slowly standing up she pulled the remaining bde from the ground and moved to the refle , which standing her back turo her , looked at one of the mirrors levitatihe ground .

  Staggering on her ow , leaning on several stoatues along the way , Lappnd approached the refle , whily sighed at Lappnd's pointless sweep with a single right bde against her exposed back . With a step to the side , the refle let the bdes slip past her . Lappnd herself tripping over her ow after that , which make her almost hit the mirror with her face .

  Catg the back of Lappnd's head , the refle forced Lappnd's fato tact with the mirror , which at the moment of tact with Lappnd lost its reflective properties . Instead , peared on it was a blurry image of two women sitting on the grouo a white-haired wolf girl in front of whom two books were pced . The girl herself was certainly a little Lappnd who, despite the two books in front of her, preferred to stare impassively at the two women in front of her. One of the women had short bck hair and amber eyes , on her head air of cat ears with a pair of earrings .

  This was Bke's mother , Kali who looked several years younger . Seated o her was anirl , by age certainly youhan Kali herself , by age she could still could pass as a teenager . Her skin was dark just as her wild bck, -length hair in an asymmetrical style bob . On top of her head air of tiger ears . From the shape of her face alone she looked very simir to Hazel with a few differences .

  This was Sienna the older sister of Hazel , now also known as the leader of the White Fang . She was the person who in the past uook to take care of Lappnd when Bke's mother could not . It was Sienna who was one of those few people who at the time could approach Lappnd , without fear that she would attack them .

  As Lappnd plunged into this image from her memory , the refle standio her noticed bck crystals appearing on the ers of the mirror . Seeing this , refle thrend away from the mirror . After hitting and shattering one of the statues , Lappo the ground where her chest ressed to the ground by the foot of the refle that suddenly appeared in front of her .

  Refle : " You really don't uand that what you are doing makes no logical sense ? You want to attack a part of your own sciousness idiot , you 't kill me or hurt me because I'm not real !!!!! "

  Says refle exerting pressure on Lappnd's chest with her leg . This, of course, did not hurt Lappnd , this move was only to hold Lappnd in pce .

  Lappnd : " If you say so why do you avoid my bdes ? "

  Asks Lappnd showing a faint smile on her face , which did not match the dead expression of her eyes . The question itself threw the refle off bance , which Lappnd took advantage of. Lifting her hips and legs Lappnd ed her legs and arms around the rebound's leg that was on her chest . Because of her surprise , the rebound loosehe pressure on her leg , which allowed Lappnd to twist to the side knog down the refle , who had no way to keep her bah only one leg on the ground .

  Letting go of the refle leg , Lappnd, with a new bde , whose length was no more than teimeters , climbed on the refle and put the bde to her throat . But strangely , at that moment , Lappnd's movements stopped . Despite the teeth ched so tightly that they gnashed against each other , despite the fact that in her eyes filled with madness , there was a vivid fury flowing . Lappnd's body simply froze . Oher hand the refle was not worried , in her eyes appeared rather siticipation .

  Refle : " e on , you want to do it ............ damn it , e on don't make me wait ........ HaHaHAhAhaHAHAHA hahahahahhah "

  Laughing , the refle grabbed with her hands the knife-holding hand of Lappnd . And with her own strength , the rebound forced the bde in Lappnd's hand to maintain close tact with her neck.

  Refle : " I avoid bdes because it is a purely instinctive a , and who if not me , personification of your own instinct , should obey instincts ........... Besides, you felt it yourself ......... No matter how you want........ you 't kill me ......... You 't kill your instinct ......... You suppress me or stu not kill me . "

  Refle says showing a sick smile on her face . Her breathing was uneven and her eyes were wide open , the only word to describe such a facial expression was " psychopath being close to climax " .

  Refle : " But even if you could kill me, you just 't get rid of that part of yourself .......... You 't get rid of me because you know that without me you will be left aloh these memories aions ......... Without me, you will be carrying this burden yourself ......... you will be forced to accept facts ay "

  Says the refle , when at that time Lappnd sat upright on the belly of the refle and look straight into her eyes . At the same time Lapp a tender hug around her waist and a familiar smell reached her nose .

  Bke : " Lappy ............ "

  At that moment a familiar voice reached Lappnd ears . And his time voice did not seem to e from the refle , which had already lost her smile .

  Refle : " Looks like our time is up .......... I will not give up , I will haunt and oppress you as long as I ............ Because I do not agree with your decisions ............. Until ime . "

  While saying these words, the refle let go of Lappnd's knife-holding hand. At the end of her words, her body, like the world around her, began to shatter like gss leaving Lappnd in a bathroom in front of a broken and blood stained mirror . Behind Lappnd stood Bke , who hugged Lapply , keeping her face hidden in Lappnd's neck