Lin Tianlong hesitated for a moment and then walked behind her, "Where are you going?"
As he spoke, he gently pced his hands on her shoulders. His heart was also in turmoil at this moment. Although he had interacted with many girls in his adolescent years, Liu Hanxiang was the most special woman he had ever encountered. The sense of mystery surrounding her was like encountering a girl for the first time, nervous, excited, and stimuted. However, he still couldn't figure out Liu Hanxiang's inner thoughts, so he didn't proceed to the next step.
"..." Liu Hanxiang remained silent.
She was engaged in a fierce mental struggle. Why was her body tonight so disobedient, restless since tutoring him, her heart raced at the sight of Lin Tianlong, wasn't the recent situation what she hoped for? Though married for many years, such physiological phenomena were normal, but she'd never experienced such uncontrolble feelings.
During evening self-study, she truly wanted to call him out, to chat in the office, encourage his studies. But deep down, Liu Hanxiang feared admitting it; only her sixth sense, unknown to all, understood. Asking him to chat about studies was just a guise, secretly hoping Lin Tianlong would behave rudely like that day in the wilderness—hug, kiss, or even touch her; it might make her feel better. Then she'd push him away like that day, easing her torment without breaching etiquette, pushing the responsibility on Lin Tianlong.
But Liu Hanxiang only pondered, ultimately restraining herself, realizing it was a delusion. If the same thing as that day happened again, she'd surely let him continue this time, unable to escape the clutches of this formidable enemy, facing an irreparable aftermath. So she refrained from acting.
But Liu Hanxiang also subtly bmes Lin Tianlong in her mind. Since he said he likes me, why doesn't he come to me actively, why not try to seduce me a bit? She seems to want to satisfy some kind of psychological need, verbally accusing Lin Tianlong of not being like this. If he didn't want her to ignore him, he could just be like before, but after a few days passed, she felt somewhat unwilling to accept this. Even if Lin Tianlong just expressed a few words of affection, it would make her feel a little better psychologically. This evening, she was lost in her thoughts, feeling uncomfortable not only physically but also mentally, making her feel restless and uneasy...
Finally enduring until the end of the evening self-study, she unexpectedly bumped into him here as if by some strange coincidence. Sometimes you have to believe in fate. In this world, there are good fates and bad fates. Liu Hanxiang doesn't know which one she and Lin Tianlong belong to, but what's destined will still happen.
In fact, the whole thing from the beginning to the end didn't st more than two minutes, including the time it took for Lin Tianlong to run here while holding her. But it was these two minutes that almost made her surrender with Lin Tianlong's series of moves. The conflicting thoughts of wanting and not wanting in Liu Hanxiang's mind left her neither resisting nor cooperating, just letting him vent...
Tonight, Liu Hanxiang always felt like something was stuck inside her, unable to come out no matter what, like a soft feather constantly rubbing against her, itching yet not knowing where to start to resolve it. In the past, during the evening self-study, she would usually sit behind the teacher's desk, concentrating on preparing lessons or reading.
But tonight, Liu Hanxiang couldn't sit still no matter what. Every time she sat down, it felt even more uncomfortable, so she had to pace back and forth to relieve this indescribable torment. Even when teaching, she was often absent-minded, zoning out several times, and even when colleagues greeted her while she was going to the restroom, she didn't react.
As time went on, Liu Hanxiang dared not look at Lin Tianlong anymore. She found that the more she looked at him, the more uncomfortable she felt, and then her mind started to wander. She even scolded herself for being so weak-willed. Why was her body so uncooperative? She had felt this kind of bodily discomfort before, but never this intensely...
In the moment Lin Tianlong touched her, she could distinctly feel that something inside seemed to come out, rushing forth like a tide, thankfully with a sanitary pad on; otherwise, it would have definitely soaked through. She had never experienced this phenomenon before, only a little lubrication when she was with her husband or during climax. This time, she didn't know what was coming out. But as soon as Lin Tianlong stopped his attack, the sensation returned, even more ferociously. She understood then, it was indeed Lin Tianlong who could relieve this special torment in her body...
Liu Hanxiang really wanted Lin Tianlong to throw her down to the ground. She felt like a bottle of solution, confined to staying obediently within that vessel, needing another solution to be added to her so she can quickly evaporate into the air and float freely. Even if she disappears completely soon after, it's worth it, and that solution is Lin Tianlong, the unique and irrepceable one in this world.
Liu Hanxiang hopes to be completely released and pyed with by Lin Tianlong with his strong body. Even if it's rough, she's willing to endure it, letting her screams fill the entire campus. Even if everyone sees her, she won't make Lin Tianlong stop until she dies in this pleasure.
At this moment, Lin Tianlong's straightforward inquiry left her at a loss. Liu Hanxiang yearned for that kind of votile sensation, yet she also understood that once dissolved, it might never condense again. Though she could linger in that vessel, preserving her presence in the mortal realm, she would forever ck passion and freedom, akin to a stagnant pool devoid of any novelty, only leaving behind a form visible to the naked eye. What meaning could there be in such remnants? She might have long grown weary of this kind of existence...
Faced with Lin Tianlong's question, she didn't know how to respond, simply saying, "Can we not do this here?"
As for her true intentions, even she didn't know.
Just then, her phone rang at an inopportune moment. She gnced at it almost helplessly, took a deep breath, adjusted her demeanor slightly, and pressed the answer button.
"Hello."
"Mom! Are you still coming to pick me up today?"
"Oh, sweetheart, Mom has duty today, so I won't be able to come. Didn't Grandma tell you?"
"Oh, I just missed Mom!"
"Mom misses you too. How about Mom brings you some delicious snacks tomorrow after work?"
"Okay, Mom. I'm going to bed now."
"Alright, be good!"
The phone call left her feeling particurly distressed. Her daughter, Xiaoya, was missing her at home, while she was at school, having engaged in such a shameful act with the tall guy her daughter had seen st time. Though she hadn't completely betrayed her husband and daughter, it was an unforgivable mistake. She had always felt guilty towards her husband, but now she realized she had also wronged her daughter. She belonged not only to her husband but also to her daughter, and she had no right to allow others to viote her! After this incident, she rarely thought about her daughter. At this moment, she felt deeply guilty and couldn't help but shed tears...
The tightly guarded dam finally burst open, and a torrent of grievances, sadness, and self-bme flooded her heart, uncontrolble tears streaming down her face as she bit her lips to stifle any sound.
Seeing her like this, Lin Tianlong couldn't help but feel helpless too. The atmosphere instantly turned icy, and the two stood there, neither knowing what to say.
"Teacher, are you still going?" Lin Tianlong's inquiry sounded incredibly awkward.
"...Just go back and rest, you still have csses tomorrow!" Liu Hanxiang turned away from him, crying as she spoke.
"Are you... okay?" Lin Tianlong, seeing Liu Hanxiang like this, didn't know what to do, feeling as if he had committed some grave mistake.
"I'm fine, just go! Never let me see you again!!" She raised her voice!! Her words were unlike her usual demeanor.
"Why are you getting angry? What did I do?!" Lin Tianlong, feeling frustrated at being rejected again by his idol, couldn't help raising his voice as well.
"I hate you, just go! I never want to see you again!" Liu Hanxiang lowered her voice, but she seemed calmer.
At that time, Lin Tianlong was still just an ignorant boy who didn't understand women's hearts, and he couldn't understand why she was inexplicably angry at him, or even if it was directed at him. In fact, Hanxiang was indeed targeting him, which she was unwilling to admit but was also a fact. Besides feeling guilty, she also bmed Lin Tianlong for stopping his crazy actions. After all, he was still young and couldn't understand the heart of an adult...
Lin Tianlong hesitated for a moment, said nothing, and then ran away. Liu Hanxiang watched him disappear into the night, then simply sat on the ground, crying bitterly. She didn't know if she regretted or was saddened, but seeing Lin Tianlong leave in anger made her even sadder. She sat there helplessly crying for a long time until she released all her pent-up emotions and then stood up. The bout of crying also relieved some of the torment she had experienced earlier. She gnced towards the boys' dormitory and then headed towards her own dormitory...
The next day, Liu Hanxiang nervously entered the cssroom. To her delight, Lin Tianlong was still here on time, but he was clearly not in a good mood. This continued on Friday as well. They didn't come to ask her any questions for two days. Hanxiang felt a little more at ease mentally. As long as he didn't skip or drop out of school because of what she said, she didn't need to feel guilty.
After school that day, they ran into each other in the hallway. Surprisingly, Lin Tianlong turned his head and started talking to the student next to him, ignoring her, which he wouldn't have done before. Liu Hanxiang felt a little angry. "Ignoring me is fine. It's better for me to be left alone forever!"
That day, her period arrived on time. She used to have a problem where she would feel weak all over on the first night of her period, unable to do anything and only able to lie in bed. Her mood would also become restless, but by the second day, it would hardly affect her at all.
That night, Liu Hanxiang tossed and turned in bed, leaving her phone beside her pillow. She didn't sleep well all night. The weekend passed in a dull and restless manner, with her mind unsettled. She didn't feel like doing anything and kept taking out her phone to check messages, only to close it again after gncing at the contacts. Even talking to her parents felt absent-minded, with only sporadic conversation.
On Monday, Lin Tianlong still showed up in css as usual, with the same sour expression, remaining silent. Hanxiang's mood became increasingly complex, feeling as if she had done something wrong and surprisingly feeling guilty. During Wednesday's css, she deliberately called on him to answer questions, but he remained clueless, with his previous enthusiasm completely gone.
Liu Hanxiang also became angry. "Who do you think you are? If you're capable, just never talk to me again, skip English css, drop out of school!"
The st two days of the week were also spent with these emotions.
Another idle weekend approached, and she began to feel anxious beforehand because whenever her daughter Xiaoya had a break, she would go to her grandparents' house to py. Previously, Hanxiang enjoyed the peace and quiet, hanging out with colleagues or friends, shopping, and eating. But this week, she didn't feel like doing anything, unable to control her thoughts about that matter.
"Does Lin Tianlong really never want to talk to me again? Indifference... why do I care about him? He's just a kid, without any maturity. But why do I feel increasingly uncomfortable? He hasn't said a word to me all week, hasn't asked a single question, didn't even show up for the makeup css on Wednesday. I was still hoping for that opportunity on Wednesday, but he acted like nothing happened. Should I call him? Why? Isn't that pathetic of me?!"