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97. Shopping with Friends, Hard to Suppress the Heart

  "I, Liu Hanxiang, am not that kind of person. I have never yielded to anyone. But am I ruining a student by doing this? After all, I am still his teacher. Calling him is not about discussing our affair; it's to remind him to study hard, which is my duty. Otherwise, parents will have reasons to bme me! Yes, that's it!"

  Finally, Liu Hanxiang found a reason to call him, nervously dialing the number...

  Unfortunately, Lin Tianlong's phone was switched off...

  Liu Hanxiang's mood instantly became extremely low, tears falling from her eyes. She wiped them away and cursed herself for being so weak: "Am I really falling for this? It's impossible. Is it worth it for a student? Forget it, I'm an adult. Why am I suddenly acting like a child?" Thinking this, she wanted to find a way to relieve herself and completely get out of this shadow. Luckily, she hadn't made a big mistake, and there was still time for regret.

  Liu Hanxiang called her colleague and her friend, Su Yijun, who had been teaching biology at the school for the same number of years. She was her best friend at school, and they got along well, sharing the same interests and hobbies. They lived nearby, and Su Yijun even compined to her about not going out together for two weeks and forgetting about their friendship. They agreed to meet at their usual spot and go shopping together.

  Liu Hanxiang was determined to put this matter behind her. She quickly washed her face, applied makeup, and chose her outfit: white ce underwear, pulling down slightly to check if she was sagging, which she wasn't. She wore a denim skirt, a blue and white knitted top, bck pantyhose that made her long legs look even more perfect.

  She paired them with white short boots and a beige trench coat. Looking at herself in the mirror, she appeared bright and beautiful. Liu Hanxiang's facial features were actually her best feature: her lips were medium-sized, with the upper lip slightly thicker than the lower one. With lip gloss applied, along with her indifferent demeanor, she looked even more seductive. She had curled her hair for the past week, and she usually liked to keep it loose during her days off.

  Liu Hanxiang had just walked out of her house when she noticed a few boys pying basketball under the makeshift hoop in the neighborhood. One of them had a height simir to Lin Tianlong's, and she couldn't help but gnce at him a few more times. This boy wasn't as good-looking as Lin Tianlong and not as strong either. Unconsciously, she found herself thinking about him again and cursed herself for being so weak, quickening her pace forward.

  The more she tried not to think about it, the more it bothered her. Suddenly, Liu Hanxiang vaguely felt the same sensation as that day, an itch that seemed to reach inside, and her heartbeat accelerated. This feeling grew stronger and stronger, her brain refusing to obey her commands as Lin Tianlong's image was forcibly conjured up, continuously pying in her mind. The more it pyed, the stronger her physical sensations became.

  Liu Hanxiang even considered giving up on shopping. At this moment, she didn't feel like doing anything at all. If Lin Tianlong appeared in front of her now, she would definitely go up and talk to him, even apologize to him if necessary, as long as he wasn't angry anymore, she would do anything.

  Thinking this, Liu Hanxiang cursed herself again. Why was she so despicable? With a heavy heart, she continued walking forward, so lost in her thoughts that she didn't notice Su Yijun calling out to her.

  "Hanxiang, what have you been busy with these past two weekends?" Su Yijun asked as soon as they met.

  "Oh, nothing much, just some family matters these past two weeks."

  "You seem really busy. Hasn't your husband returned from his business trip yet?"

  "Not yet!"

  "What's wrong? You don't look too good. Are you feeling unwell?"

  "Um, do I? No, I'm fine!" Liu Hanxiang replied nervously.

  "If you're not feeling well, don't force yourself. Let's go to my pce or yours and have a chat!"

  "It's okay, let's go!"

  "Where to?"

  "Well, let's go to Shangri-La!" Talking to Su Yijun made Liu Hanxiang feel slightly better, so they hailed a cab and headed straight to Shangri-La. Walking down the street, Liu Hanxiang occasionally caught the attention of men, indeed, her demeanor was impressive.

  "Where are we going?" Su Yijun meant which mall they were heading to.

  "Um, let's take a look at sportswear."

  "Huh? Why do you want to look at sportswear today?"

  "Oh, I want to show my husband. He's interested in buying!"

  "Him? Even he, such an old-fashioned person, wants to wear sportswear?" Su Yijun was surprised. Indeed, Liu Hanxiang's husband rarely wore sportswear, aside from his police uniform and occasionally a jacket, he seldom dressed casually.

  In fact, Su Yijun didn't understand. Liu Hanxiang had her own thoughts. She had heard Lin Tianlong mention that he often came here to buy shoes, especially basketball shoes, so subconsciously, she wanted to go there and browse. Deep down, of course, she hoped to run into Lin Tianlong. She didn't need anything else, just a simple greeting from him would be enough.

  Originally, she went shopping to forget about him, not to think about him. But then she found herself "accidentally" hoping to bump into him while out shopping. She even tried to reassure herself that she wasn't consciously seeking to meet him, it just happened by chance! However, it turned out to be disappointing. She visited several sports stores but didn't "accidentally" run into him at all.

  Su Yijun was getting annoyed. "Hanxiang, what's wrong with you? You said you wanted to look at sportswear, but you're not even looking properly. You just take a quick look and then leave. Do you actually want to buy anything or not?"

  Seeing her good friend getting impatient, Liu Hanxiang reluctantly gave up on the idea. She absent-mindedly accompanied Su Yijun to look at women's clothing. That day, she had no interest in buying anything. Whatever Su Yijun asked for her opinion, she gave vague responses. Liu Hanxiang's unusual behavior didn't attract much attention from Su Yijun, who was absorbed in her own shopping. As night fell, they casually picked a restaurant and chatted while eating.

  "Hanxiang, are you feeling unwell today?" Su Yijun asked casually.

  "No, why do you keep asking that today?"

  "I noticed you've been distracted. Is there something on your mind?"

  "Well... nothing!" Liu Hanxiang felt like she was going crazy.

  In fact, Liu Hanxiang really wanted to confide all these things to Su Yijun. Sharing with someone else would be better than keeping it all bottled up inside. But how could she bring up this matter? What could she possibly say? It would be too embarrassing. How would people view her if she disclosed it, especially something to do with her student? Even if it was her close friend, they might find it hard to understand. After dinner, Liu Hanxiang said she was tired, and the two of them ended their outing.

  Although shopping didn't quite rex her as she had hoped, at least it was somewhat better. After walking around in high heels for half a day, she was tired and could rest early in the evening. However, Su Yijun unintentionally brought up something that deeply affected Liu Hanxiang. It wasn't Su Yijun's fault; after all, she didn't know that this was Liu Hanxiang's most sensitive topic.

  "Your css won the basketball championship st time. The school must have given out a substantial prize, right?" Su Yijun innocently remarked.

  "Oh," Liu Hanxiang responded, not wanting to delve into this topic. But Su Yijun continued, disregarding her reluctance. "I don't know what these girls are thinking these days!"

  "What's wrong?" Liu Hanxiang asked, trying to brush it off.

  "They never focus on their studies, always busy making friends and finding boyfriends. It's not just the boys who are shameless; the girls are the same."

  "Oh, if you're not the homeroom teacher, why bother about it?"

  "Don't even get me started. The other day in css, I caught a girl writing a love letter. Can you believe how shameless these girls are nowadays?"

  "Well, society is progressing; they're maturing earlier," Liu Hanxiang replied casually.

  "I took a look at it, and it happened to be written to a student in your css!"

  "Oh? Who?"

  "Guess who?"

  Liu Hanxiang didn't need to guess; she could already imagine that the student in question was Lin Tianlong. He was the school's famous heartthrob, but she still asked, "I can't guess."

  "It's Lin Tianlong!"

  As soon as Liu Hanxiang heard the name, her mood plummeted again, but she couldn't help but want to know more about Lin Tianlong's situation. Despite feeling nervous, she pretended to be calm and asked what happened.

  "That girl has a crush on Lin Tianlong and is pursuing him. I didn't give her a hard time; I just talked to her after css and let her go!"

  "Oh, I see!"

  "Don't tell me Lin Tianlong in your css is quite handsome. I heard most of the girls in the school like him!"

  Liu Hanxiang felt heavy-hearted, but she maintained a calm demeanor on the surface. "I haven't noticed!"

  That's how people are; sometimes, the more they like something or someone, the more they tend to downpy it. "Quite handsome…"

  As Liu Hanxiang listened to Su Yijun's comments about Lin Tianlong, she couldn't help but think about the situation. Hearing Su Yijun praise Lin Tianlong's handsomeness, she felt a subtle sense of pride. The fact that even a colleague agreed that the school's heartthrob could fall for her meant that she... She pretended to be disinterested on the surface, but inwardly, she hoped Su Yijun would say more. At that moment, she was really tempted to confide in her, even if she didn't reveal everything, just mentioning that Lin Tianlong had written her a love letter and pursued her to see what her friend's reaction would be like. But she held back, feeling it was better not to say anything. The fewer people who knew, the fewer troubles there would be... After feeling pleased with herself for a moment, she remembered the current situation, Lin Tianlong's attitude over the past week, and couldn't help feeling sad again.

  They arrived home quickly, and at the entrance of the residential area, they bid farewell. Liu Hanxiang's fluctuating emotions were evident to Su Yijun, who teased before parting, "You don't look too well. Are you missing your husband at home? Dealing with men at such a predatory age like cougar must be tough on you!"

  Liu Hanxiang seemed to have hit the nail on the head with her words, leaving her speechless and blushing. "What nonsense are you talking about!"

  "Look, you're blushing!" Su Yijun pointed to her face, ughing.

  "You're annoying, I'm ignoring you now, bye!" Liu Hanxiang, feeling even more embarrassed by her words, hurriedly said goodbye.

  The house felt desote, and she sat on the sofa feeling restless. Turning on the television, the lonely atmosphere allowed thoughts of Lin Tianlong to once again fill her mind. The TV was pying an idol drama where the lead actors were embracing and kissing each other. She felt an unstoppable sensation washing over her body, and despite her efforts to control it and distract herself, she found herself unable to muster the strength to get up.

  Feeling as if her whole body was on fire, alone in this quiet house, she saw no need to control anything anymore. She was beyond controlling it, finally succumbing to a state that matched her current physical condition. Her breathing became irregur, and her consciousness began to blur as memories of that day in the wilderness flooded back vividly.

  Slipping her hand into her own blouse, she gently kneaded herself, the sensation sending shivers through her body as if she were being electrified. In that moment, she wished that it was Lin Tianlong's hand, those rge hands nearly twice the size of hers, capable of holding her breasts entirely. The brief touches she experienced from him before had left her feeling so comfortable, despite their briefness, they had rendered her body weak and trembling as if electrified.

  His rge, cold hands, upon contact, sent a shiver down her spine, followed by a warm rush that spread throughout her body. She had never experienced being held so firmly before, and she could feel Lin Tianlong's eager exploration and caresses as if he were starved. It was as if her purpose was solely to be pyed with, or more accurately, to be pyed with by Lin Tianlong, as if her very existence was tailored to his measurements, both in size and shape.

  Lin Hanxiang even went so far as to think that nurturing here was secondary, primarily for being pyed with and ravaged. To be precise, it should be for Lin Tianlong to ravage, because she felt that she was born for Lin Tianlong. Regardless of size or shape, it was as if it had grown specifically to fit Lin Tianlong's hands...

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