Pov ( third person / in Lappnd psychosis ( mind ))

  When the ughter subsided there was silence again . The only sound iire room was the wheezing sound of the cold wind sweeping through the holes in the walls and broken windows . In this lonely and quiet space, Lappnd waited silently , hanging ily in the arms of the statues surrounding her body . Her hair pulled from behind by the hands of the statues , prevented her from letting her eyes down from the strange shattered mirror in front of her .

  Lappnd with fatigue on her face , watched her strange refle in that mirror , whose lower left part now showed a wide smile . As if seeing the ck of response from Lappnd, the smile disappeared . Suddenly a bloody hand pierced through the mirror and grabbed Lappnd by the face . As for the mirror , it exploded into pieces .

  Blood from its cracks spshed around , staining with fresh blood , Lappnd's fad snow , whistead of melting turned crimson . The blood-dirty shards of the mirror fell into the crimson puddle below . Large puddle , from which , around the broken pieirrors on the ground , flowed many small streams of blood , c the snow c the pces around the streams crimson .

  Then on the calm surface of the bloody puddle , above which there was a mirror , appeared a pale , female foot , whose skin , despite two small scars on the hanger of the foot , erfect without blemish . From the bck-painted nails to the heels, it was obvious that the owner of the foot took care of her grooming or simply her geics responsible for this part of the body was supernatural.

  Which could expin why the toes of the foot were aligned in perfect shape and in perfeation from the looe to the smallest toe , they formed a perfect li an acute angle . Immediately o the first foot appeared another simir foot , this time ed in bandages , it showed only bck painted nails and toes , being a perfect refle of the toes of the foot o it .

  Looking up, one could see two long legs. One of them covered with bandages up to the foot made it impossible to see the beauty that the other uncovered leg showed .Perfect pale skin and delicate muscuture hidden underh . The only blemish that anyone could think of was the scars c it . There were only a few of them and they were ne , but heless they set off iy and perfe .

  Perfe , which was also the belly . Located above the hips ed in a bandages , from which protruded a downy , white wolf tail . Like the legs , the belly was also covered with pale and perfect skin disfigured only by a few scars . And uhe legs , on the belly it is easier to see the outlines of the muscuture hidden uhe skin .

  The chest ed in bandages was not absurd , nor was it small , it seemed ......... Strangely ideal in proportion as well as in shape , which could be fairly easily defined by the baightly tied over it . Shoulders a little broader than a woman's , heless integrally matg in proportion to slightly narrower hips . Exposed forearms and shoulders are simir to legs , perfect , pale skin covered with many scars and muscuture gently visible through the skin .

  On the pale skin of the wrists , only a pair of two scars that looked like a pair of bracelets stood out . Beautiful pale hands with long fingers and sharp bails , were covered on the inside as well as the outside with a few scars . The hands just like the feet were perfect too . Both hands have symmetrically equal fingers . The skinny neck ed in bandages , was covered from the bad sides by long silky white hair .

  The hair ware long a , it reached its length to the white wolf's tail , which slowly waved from side to side . At the end of the neck was a face , more beautiful and wilder than anyone had ever seen . The shape of the nose , eyebrows , mouth , . The dimensions of their position , the size of the forehead , the line of the jaw . Proportional and symmetrical beauty hard to achieve , a made only by genes .

  Even a single scar running through one of the eyes , thus destroying the symmetry did not destroy the beauty of the face itself , rather ...... It gave her a wild charm . Wild charm , which was further increased by a pair of white wolf ears with bck tips . But despite all the beauty , charm , ideality , wildness described and encapsuted in human form , it is hard to believe that genes were able to create these eyes ......

  The silver of the moon and the blue of the sky , hard to describe the beauty that was captured in perfectly shaped eyes , ed by madness aremely misuood , empty thoughts . All this atuated by beautiful , wild smile showing clearly sharp fangs .

  It was Lappnd....... wild beauty , or at least a perfect copy of her . A copy not of her current state , but a copy of her perfect , healthy state without all the dirt , fatigue , injury and disease that overwhelmed her body . The only thing that covered the perfect body of the copy was the bandages , which seemed to further enrich the " advantages " of the Lappnd body .

  Letting go of Lappnd face , the copy left a bloody handprint there . Smiling charmingly , looking at her work , the copy took two steps back . Her bare feet stepped effortlessly on the broken mirrors on the floor . In spite of the whole situation Lappnd was calm calm , she just looked into the eyes of the refle , eyes just like hers . Despite the surface ess and fatigue , in the depths of Lappnd's eyes you could see the anger and hatred hidden in her . Two emotions that the refle noticed , causing her pupils to tract like those of a snake .

  Refle : " Where does this hatred e from ? Maybe I don't see it on your face . But I see it in yaze ....... I know that you want to kill me . But , from where does this hatred e from ? Is it because of what happened ? ......... "

  Refle : " BUT WHAT HAVE I DONE ????!!! .......... Nothing !!!!!!!..... I have done absolutely nothi you treat me as the bad guy !!!!! I didn't force you to do anything !!!! Today , I just told you the painful truth . You're the one who went crazy and got carried away with your emotions ."

  Refle : " You made the decision ........ I'm not even real !!!!! I am nothing more than your own , ihoughts , that you don't want to express out loud . Yes I have my voice .........however , what I really am ?????............ Mental illness , I am nothing else ...... I am not the " person " you bme ....... You are the one who wao kill Bke ........Yes , I was the one who mostly talked about it and enced you to do it , but I am you !!!! "

  Refle : " I don't make any decisions. These are your thoughts and your as ...... I never had any trol over you . Simply , you act based oion or instinct , however her of us have physical trol over you ...... I am merely the personification of your instincts and the desires associated with it !!!!"

  Shouts the refle as she walks closer to Lappnd . Fag Lappnd the refle leaned her forehead against the dirty forehead of Lappnd , who could see the shrunken snake-like pupils in the eyes of her copy . And in them what surprised Lappnd herself , one could now see the emotional weight in them . Sadness , fear , anger , misery , helplessness , loneliness and desire , which quite like fuel fueled other emotions quite like fmes .

  Lappnd : " What do you want from me ? Why don't you leave me alone ? "

  Asks Lappnd, looking impassively at the despair of her own self .

  Refle : " You ask me why ????? Do you wao leave you alone ???? I am your instinct , I am something that every living being is born with . It's was because of me that you could suother's tits for milk . It was because of me , you started to walk . Over the years I've made decisions thanks to which you are still alive . I am the one who warned you of danger and helped you make decisions . I am the most integral part of you , you say that I am your most trusted partner . "

  Refle : " However, now all I know is that we are DEAD !!!!! There is no escape and we may not have time to finish our unfinished busines from the past . But you keep going after Bke ......... She , hurt us , and I warned you , your instinct keeping you alive for so many years warned you more than once ........ I only care about our happiness . I am your instinct !!!!! My whole existence is based on your well-being and survival ."

  So tell me . Why ????? Just...... why do you keep doing this ????? Why didn't you finish this treacherous whore ? I know you felt this satisfa of revenge .......... Then why ?????...... why you tio let her go ? What do I have to do , for you to finally uand ????......... What others must do ??? What must happen ???? ......... I do not uand ?......."

  Says the refle in a breaking tone of voice , catg the sides of Lappnd's head , on the refle's face show signs of mental breakdown . The refle's pupils dited and the tone of her voice became brittle and filled with inner disbelief , mockery and pain .

  Refle :" It is because of me that we lived so many years ........ I want to help you . I want to help us !!!!! You're dying you don't have time for a whore like Bke ........ How old are you ??? to keep believing it will end well ????? It's not a fairy tale it's life . If you believe that a monster like you deserves a happy ending then you are wrong and the world itself is showing you that ........ "

  Refle : " We will die. A , instead of w about yourself , our own affairs and a miserable future , you think about Bke , that traitorous bitch . By proteg her , we will leave only the name of the monster in this world . Ae all this you do for her , she poisoned us and took advantage of our feelings , trust and weakness . Because of her we lost a year of our life . A year of mental and psychological torture . A year of pain and loneliness in your own thoughts ."

  Said the refle , when her one shaking hand , with the outer part of her palm began to stroke Lappnd's cheek . Full of madness eyes staring at Lappnd , were at that moment broken and shattered , tears flowed from their er .

  Refle : "Adam left us naked for others to see and ugh at . He did it to humiliate us ae us to a dog . It was because of Bke that we ended up there . And now knowing that you are dying , you still decide to go after her and waste your remaining time . You want to secure her future by breaking your own morals , just like in white fang . In exge for her happiness , you have beonster ."

  Listening to the words of her refle , which did not eveo be able to vey half of her thoughts , Lappnd's face showed an internal struggle , quite as if the words of refle had a deeper psychological impact . Uo do anything more than fight whatever was happening nond closed her eyes . Her a was overtly aimed at fog , quieting herself , and most likely , closing one of the sehrough which her twisted mind was affeg her . Seeing this the refle retreated from Lappnd leaving her some space .

  Refle : " AInstead of sciously choosing freedom , you chose to fight for something we don't believe in . You chose submission .You fought the battle not for our is , you fought and risked your life for Bke . You fought for the people who stabbed you in the back at the first opportunity . You killed so many people for a cause that wasn't even ours in the first pce . You made all the decisions that gave you the title of monster . "

  Refle : " Hoeople have you tied up a in the woods frimm. And funnily enoug , I did nothing then ......... You did it fully awere ........... Even without my existence , you are a psychychopath , a horrible monster with hy for others. You are a murderer ...... However, I was always the horrible one . I was this monster ..... always suppressed and silenced....... Despite the fact that I have always been right .... "

  Saying this refle stared at Lappnd, who immediately after the statues let go of her hair , lowered her head , whether from fatigue or the realization that it's all true . Refle standing in front of Lappnd, seeing Lappnd behavior ched her teeth in anger . Disgust and a grimace of displeasure could be seen on her face . Stretg her arms out to the sides , the copy that was a mirror image of Lappnd , let the shards of mirrors rise from the snowy ground and then fall into her hands already formed into the form of two , fragmented mirror bdes .

  Then both bdes were aimed at Lappnd, o her side and the other at her neck . But again Lappnd did not seem to be moved by this , which made the refle , with a cold smile moved the bde from Lappnd's neck , under her . Turning the bde so that its blunt side touched Lappnd's , the refle used some force to lift Lappnd's head .